She Feel she was alone

Today i feel very Bored and tired. My feeling tell me that i need to be alone now cause too many things has been bothering me. Today was my good friend doris birthday. =) Sianz today zakum was down but looted item don't have my share. =x Cause not i using. When can my ice mage get lvl20 chain lightening skill. It was a very power skill that can be used in zakum. I also wish my priest can faster get a zakum helmet soon...... ROAR~~~~

Yesterday night i and xiang have a chat. I was actually thinking of giving up he to cat cause i really not in the mood in any relationship now. I really don't know why.... maybe my mind was still with someone? I think i was too greedy. Cat told he that she will wait for he even he was with me. I clearly know cat she will take care of he, So Since i cant do anythings for he now should i let he go?

I wanted to be happy but i am not happy. Those things that have happen to me really make me very unhappy. When i unhappy i started to eat ice-cream. I had been eating ice-cream since after he left me. He told me he like to eat ice-cream and wanted to eat Ben & Jerry ice-cream with me. I feel so lonely more and more lonely. Sometime can lonely till i feel very scare. But i know i got alot good friends around, so i actually not alone. And i got alot things waiting for me to be done it.

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After a Short break with my boyfriend......

This year 2007, me melody 24, has been met alot people in this year. Friends from maplestory.

We have meet alot time like some are guild outing , ktv, dinner and movies. Never thought I will still meeting people at my this ages. I wish I can remember them for life, cause some of them are really nice. I try to create a photo album and upload the picture of my new friends later. The year of 2007 are going to end soon, new year 2008 was going to Begin, I wish my 2008 will be a happy year to me. I will be learning alot things from this moment. Those things like driving licences and go upgrade my study. I taking my basic theory this month 19th, hope will pass. No no no.... is I will pass and I must pass it. ~~~ I also hope I can level my ice mage to 160 before year 2008 lolx.