The 'OT' Queen

Hi, World! Recently I got to work alot of ot at work! December is a busy month for me. I wish the good things will come to me this year! (pray to god.)

Been working in this hotel for 5 months. Alot of things happen. Things like some ghost story at fourth floor, rumors between colleagues, between friends, between our working schedule and the management. I had been thinking, is this hotel I will be work for a few years? Do I really like this job? What can I gain from this job? Is this what I wanna to do in the future?

- Merry Christmas 2011 -I m feeling empty in heart. I felt I was never good enough be a prefect girl. I always hope to be a girl who is smart, pretty and attractive, so that in future my boyfriend will be proud to have me, happy to being with me.
A has been being good to me recently... he's been dating me out, accompany me at work, buy foods for me for work, try to help me cover my mistake at work... should I assume that he likes me? Or I should just treat it as he's trying to being friendly to me, wanted to be my friend and being a good colleague of mine? If I assume that he really likes me... what must I do? Consider him? Am I thinking too much? .....argh..... Indeed I do like him... but I know is just that he is my colleague and I like him as my friend. Friend do like each another... doesn't it?

Dreams won't come looking for you. That's why you have to chase them. Pursue them until they become reality...then hold on tightly.

XoXo, Melody ♥