Day 127

林俊杰/金莎---期待爱



俊杰:my life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放一份爱
why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅

俊杰 金莎:想要找回来
俊杰 金莎:自己的节拍
俊杰:所以这一次
俊杰 金莎:我要勇敢大声说出来
林俊杰 金莎:
期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
你的存在心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯越靠近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱

Just love this song very much... it a song for a Taiwan drama [原来我不帅] 片尾曲.

I hear my friend say the drama not bad. Is about a guy (actor: JJ Lim) always thought that his is handsome, until a day he meet a girl and fall in love in her. Than the girl treat he like very cold and show no interest to he, than he realise that he is not really that handsome?? Sorry if the story abit lame... LOL... cause that what I know. I haven't watch that drama yet. But the story is all about how hard JJ Lim chase the girl he like.

Day 126

Lost of Mobile phone.....

So Sad yesterday, I lost ed my Mobile phone in the cinema. Yesterday I meet gene for a movie at lot one. We watched wall e. The movie was talk about this cute robot wall e (Stand for: waste allocation load lifter earth-class), his has been cleaning the earth for 700 years alone, until one day he meet a robot named eve and fall in love to her. Than started to wooing her? ha ha... And he followed her back to a space ship (report her mission) where all the human live. Very nice story with all the cute cute character. Must watch!!! I rate 8/10 for this cute movie.

In the middle of the movie, William smsed me, asked if I got online cabal. After I reply he I forgot to put my phone back into my bag..... so.... after watch finish the movie I just stand and walk away without notice it. sob sob... why this month I so suay (bad luck). Haiz... really lost alot money in this month. sob sob... I have to thank to my dear gene, his has been accompany me back to the cinema and search for my lost phone. Also console to me.

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Today Tuesday, Alice took a off day for her check up appointment. So left me alone in the office, but just now lady boss got came in awhile than went off to her father office le. So I can slack some little time to blog. LOL. okee. It's time to go back work... Lastly....

I wish after yesterday, My GOOD LUCK will be back to me.

Day 122

Good morning Saturday morning.

Today I didn't work cause Alice have exchanged her off day with me cause she next week Saturday have a appointment for a body check up. I just wake up... seeing gene is sleeping on my bed now. Hope he is sleeping well now and have a sweet dream. I feel so happy to see he sleep on my bed, Love to seeing he when I was awake. Maybe our relationship was going too fast but I just like he this much.

Kissing him and take a picture with he at Cathay cinema (we watch death race) on last Friday

Playing cabal sea online with gene

Those maple screen shot I have took is already all gone cause of my new CPU and the it technician didn't manage to save it. I was abit sad but what gone is already gone so I hope I can take more and more screen shot with gene in the future (precious moment) and keep it safe.

Day 118

A New Started month - SEPTEMBER 2008

Last week Friday meet gene after my work to catch a movie (Death Race) at Cathay cinema (LoL. Seem like Cathay cinema is our dating place). We didn't meet jeslin and lion cause jeslin said lion maybe late for the dinner.

The movie I feel quite nice. Alot racing, violent and bloody scenes... Rate from me 6/10.

After movie we have our dinner at a Western restaurant at 4th floor Cathay cinema. All the foods are very cheap. A main course with 2 side dish at ONLY $6.50. I feel is very cheap and the chicken chop tasty not bad. The service there alot quite good. I feel like going back again if I went there for a movie. After that gene sent me home.

Saturday

Meet gene at my house. Cause we going Sim lim sq to upgrade my CPU. He reached my house around 11am and bought breakfast for me. hee hee... how sweet is he. Thank you darling. After prepare up We take bus 67 (again bus 67. everyday take this bus to work de) to Sim lim sq. Poor gene have been carrying my heavy cpu all the way to there. We went to suntec city to see the comex it fair. Alot of people there of cause, very crowed and you can see rubbish all around the floor. Never buy anything from there, after finish the walk for the it fair we went marina sq for dinner at pizza hut. After finished dinner we went back to Sim lim sq, suddenly I decided to buy a window xp installation CD. But is already late for he (the it teachian) to install it for me. So we have to wait till tomorrow for allow he to have some time to install the window xp for me than I can get my cpu. Than we shop awhile at bugis street than went back home with gene.

Sunday

Went to Sim lim sq with gene to get back my CPU. We take a cab to my house, and gene help me to fix it. Finally can have a better graphic when I play online game!!! BUT..... the lousy LCD monitor still will black screen sudden when I gaming half way. Haiz...

Monday

So I decided to buy a new LCD monitor to replace the oldie chi Mei LCD. Heart is pain when I paid the cash... when than can I see my bank back to my target?? Gonna to eat grass or bread for this two months le... sob sob...

Day 113

Hello. Wow... Long time never blog le, cause busy with driving lesson and playing cabal. Lol... Recently the weather was bad, keep raining and raining the whole day. This morning also raining, me sleep till don't feel like getting up from my bed. The rain was big and make me wet even I holding a umbrella. Lucky when late noon about 5pm the sun finally show up in the sky. But now the weather seem bad again. lol... Think will be raining soon. Tomorrow might be meeting gene friends jeslin and lion at jeslin house for dinner. Jeslin said lion will be cooking dinner at her house so invite us to join them for dinner.

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Last Sunday was fun shopping with sis and gene at bugis and marina sq. I bought a shoe (bugis junction $24.90) and a dress (bugis street $10) at buigs. My Sister bought a pair of shoes ($29.90), dress ($28 from bugis street) and bra. Gene also got buy thing, hees, he bought a shirt ($37) and a pants. When we on the way to marine sq, it was raining very big and heavy, and I didn't bring umbrella. Than we went visit doll and her lady boss chat awhile at her shop and have our dinner at yuki buffet restaurant. So enjoy and happy to went shopping with them... Mei Mei and gene when want shopping together again? (^.^)

Day 109

Good Morning. Today is Sunday. Later I will be going to meet my sister and gene go shopping at bugis. Me now enjoying playing cabal and listen to radio. haha... Than put my character in cabal auto attack the monster and blog now. I love Sunday cause can relaxing and rest at home. I just started playing cabalsea recently so less blog le... haha... So shiok, Later don't know what to eat for lunch, feeling hungry now. Hope Later wont be raining cause the weather now seem no very good. Yesterday was raining the whole day from morning to midnight. Go to go le... If not will be late for meeting them. Wish everyone enjoy the SUNDAY.

Day 103

Good Morning. It Monday again...

At sky ride with gene (Iike this picture of us <3)

Saturday, Me and gene meet Jeslin and Lion to sentosa watch song of the sea (musical fountain last time, they revolution and change to song of the sea) . In the morning 10am gene smsed me said his on the way to my house come fetch me, lol, but I just awake. Than he waited for me at my house and I go to prepare, about an hour we take bus 188 to harbour front. We have breakfast/lunch at the harbour front hawker center (chicken rice, only $3 and very tasty!!). Meet Jeslin and Lion 1pm at harbour front mrt station and buy ticket at Vivo city. After buying the ticket (we buy the package ticket ($33.90 cable car & 3 active + $5 Addition 1 actitive + $8 song of the sea) to sentosa, we take the monorails to cross over the sea to sentosa (first time take the monorails there). We go image of Singapore and tiger tower ride (360 view about 50 floor from top of sentosa) with Jeslin and Lion. Than me and gene went to see merlion and jeslin and lion went to see butterfly garden, cause we choice different actitive. After merlion view we went sky ride and huge than dinner at a cafe (we order a pizza to eat, $17.80... sob so expensive). Meet jeslin and Lion at 7.20pm for the show of song of the sea. The show is very beautiful and enjoyable, it worth it to paid $8 for the show (I rate 9/10). We take cable car back to Vivo city than take bus 963 back home at around 9pm.

walking to image of Singapore (Lol... gene de leg?)

Old time of singapore

Indian flower??

Take a photo at old house in Singapore old time

A Old Old music player

you should know where is it (Indian Temple)... LoL...

Old time de cinema??

Inside the tiger sky tower

top view of the merlion... see the view behind us.... the sunlight is... very bright.

Yu mei ren??

Let go play huge. Need wear helmet and photo time. (is very fun)


On the sky ride (OMG!!! Scary!! very high)

view before start of the show 7.20pm (song of the sea)

Song of the sea, water, light and fire show

Nice view?? nice picture? Take before we go take cable car back...

+Sunday+

Wake up at 10am, wash up than play a new online game (Holic) with gene. The game seem quite fun but the leveling like very slow. And seem don't have much people playing also. But Still fun anyway, I like the cloths and character. We have lunch at 1pm and continue the game than have dinner with his family than gene sent me home.

+Today+

Nothing much to do again in office. Just have a light breakfast and surf net. Will upload picture when I back home. Enjoy a new week start!!

Day 99

Yesterday after work I meet gene and his friends (delon, Jeff and BJ) went marina sq play bowling and movie.

I meeting them 6pm at city hall mrt station then have dinner at foods court. After dinner, delon say he want to watch movie. He actually wanted to watch money not enough 2 but the time slot dont suit us cause we want to play bowling first than movie so he asked if love guru ok for us? Actually I dont want to watch movie de cause I feel very tired after work and need to wake up next morning 6am to go work. But I feel very enjoy with gene and his friends so I decided to stay longer and watch movie with them.

We have a fun time at bowling center. I was enjoy with gene and his friends. We played 2 game than about 9pm we returned our shoes than went cinema there buy pop corn, ice-cream, sweet corn and drink, also went toliet before show start.

I found this movie very funny, alot lame joke. I give this movie 7/10. I feel is worth it to watch it.

When love goes wrong, nothing goes right -- Guru Pitka

An eye for an eye, leaves everyone blind -- Guru Pitka

First reduce the greed then reduce the need -- Guru Pitka

Into me, I see -- Guru Pitka

I am the orphaned child of two American missionaries who after dying left me at a remote Indian village, where I was adopted by the great Guru Tugginmapuddah, and raised to travel the world, healing all emotional woes, free trapped souls from their internal torment, and offer my own brand of spiritual road map for those who seek it.Oh and I’d also like to create my own line of moderately priced specialty shampoo called "Just for Pubes™."

I am also a spiritual teacher, affiliated with no one faith and I have combined many disparate disciplines into a unified movement of human potentiality and equipoise.

And within this non-denominational movement, I developed a system for healing your emotional pain called "D.R.A.M.A." "D.R.A.M.A." is:

D.istraction

R.egression

A.djustment

M.aturation

A.ction

I first Distract you from your emotional pain, then Regress you back to the age where your emotional pain originated. I Adjust that emotional pain, and Mature you by making you responsible for your own health and happiness and, on your own and without your guru's help, you put your new consciousness into Action. D.R.A.M.A.!!

The meaning of B.I.B.L.E...

B.asic

I.nstruction
B.efore
L.eaving
E.arth

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To love a person is easy... But to be with a person is not easy

To fall in love for a person in easy... But get someone to fall for you is not easy

day 98

+Tuesday+

Today office Internet down. Sobs... So cant surf net and chat in msn le. Of cause cant blog also le. So i have to use note pad to type about today. So Boring....When did the uncle zinc (our company it technical) coming? I going to falling asleep soon...Lucky I still got some paper work to do and radio to listen.
At 2pm uncle zinc called and said................. He is not coming to our office today cause he is too busy,will come to office at 9.30am tomorrow. Sad... sob sob.. 3 more hours to go...
you and me... we were sharing one little umbrella... little umbrella... rain so big...I can care of you , you can care me.... (LoL... from power 98 FM)

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+Wednesday+

Finally Internet is up at 3.30pm!!! Later will going to meet gene and his friends play pool or bowling at marina sq. Today nothing much to do in office also. So feel very sleepy just now when Internet haven't up. Yesterday night never sleep well cause in the middle of the night suddenly feel my stomach very painful. This morning stomach still pain until noon than getting better. Think I have to rest well and catch up my sleep till weekend. Hope can go sentosa this Saturday with jeslin and lion.

A piglet that gene give me. He say he asked his friend bought it from Hong Kong for his girlfriend.

Photo that taken from last saturday (9/8/2008) before going out with gene

Day 96

Good morning. It Monday... a new starting week. Yawns. Monday blue? I think so. (=.=) Not so busy in office, but I cant help to feel the bored when I was in the office. I HATE WORKING.......

Last week Saturday I and gene meet out for a movie. We watched Journey To The Center of The Earth at 9.20pm at The Cathay cinema. After buying the ticket for the movie and is still very early so we went for our dinner first at long john sliver. After the dinner we go back to The Cathay 6th floor sit at the sofa there to slack and chat till 9pm, than went to buy pop corn (I love the pop corn here, which they selling at this cinema) and drink also toilet first before the movie start. The movie is interesting, quite funny, from starting of the movie already entertaining till the end of the show and I feel is worth to watching it. I rate it 8/10 for the movie. After movie gene sent me back home.

Sunday I meet gene again to have lunch and we rented 4 movie at bukit panjang plaza to go his house watch. And He show me the new game devil may cry which he and his brother playing. The game seem not bad, the character look cool and handsome and the game story also not bad. After than gene sent me back home.

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Tomorrow 120808 is my secondary school class mate friend Charlene ROM. I cant attend her ROM cause need work. I wish her and her hubby en en ai ai dao bai tou fa.

Day 94

Good Morning.

+HAPPY 43TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE+

Just waken up by breathless in my middle of the sleep. I wanted to hold the breath and breath in properly by using my nose, Just now the whole sleeping period I was using my mouth to breath de.But it seem abit uneasy for me now. It like my nose get struck, very hard to caught my breath when using my nose.So I woke up from my sleep and sit up continue trying to use my nose to breath in the air. But still hard to caught my breath by using my nose.So I get up from my bed and sit on my chair awhile, on my computer, surf net while i continue to breath in by using nose.Wanted to blog but blogger is having server check? Cant log in blogger at 7am.....Now I feel much better le, but very tired and sleepy. I think i will continue my sleep until after I get tired of surfing net.

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I will try to be happy and enjoy the every moment of my life no matter what is going to happen. Nothing is going to stop me for being happy in any moment of my life.Enjoy living.... life is precious.... I will cherish it.

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A view that I will miss... A View when I look out from my bed room window....

This land was going to become CCK ITE in year 2010

This is My office.... My desk.....

Day 93

Sex Relieves Negative Emotions In bad times, actions speak louder than words. Whether you're grieving over Someone's death, feeling depressed about how you were overlooked by your boss for yet another promotion or simply moody over a quarrel with your best friend, sex can be a good way to banish all that negativity. Endorphins, otherwise known as feel-good hormones, produced during sex can radically elevate your mood and out things in perspective. Sex Elevates Self-Esteem With the right partner, the intimate and personal act of love-making gives you a sense of wholeness. You feel cherished and loved when your partner responds in the same open way as you, which boosts your feeling of self-worth. Sex Reduces Anxiety Levels During sex, your muscles get a good workout. They experience tension as you hurtle towards an orgasm, before relaxing as the body rests from the activity. In other words, sex can be a great alterbative to the tread mail at the gym. A study by the Institute for Advanced Study of Human Sexuality in San Francisco reveals that people with fulfilling sex lives are less likely to exhitbit stress symptoms, and are usually less hostile and volatile. Sex Helps You Relax Forget having a glass of warm milk or counting sheep! Sex helps you sleep like a baby because the sleep-inducing hormone, serotonin, is released following an orgasm. Insomniacs of the world, rejoice!! Sex Keeps Your Heart In Good Shape A woman can burn up to five calories per minute through sex. In comparison, an energetic game of squash burns only four calories per minute. Would you rather play squash or have sex? It's not that tough a choice. Besides, other than a good tone-up for your heart and lungs, sex also improves circulation and lowers your cholesterol levels. Sex Can Prolong Your Life A healthy sex life can make your body more resistant to diseases. This co-relates to the belief that touch improves the functions of our immune system. A study conducted in the UK showed that people who had sex more than twice a week enjoyed a higher mortality rate than those who had sex just once a month. Sex Is Better Than Botox According to a study by the Royal Edinburgh Hospital, people with a healthy sex life can look up to seve years younger than those who don't. This is because sex reduces stress, leads to greater contentment and better sleep. Sex Boosts Your Immune System Research by Dr Carl Charnetski, professor of psychology and co-author of "Feeling Good Is Good For You", suggests people who indulged in sex at least twice a week enjoy higher levels of Immunoglobin A, the antibody that helps fend of illness.

Day 90 Part 2

Just changed my profile picture (^.^) and upload some of picture which is me and gene taking from last Saturday we was on bus 190 to far east plaza for dinner and movie. Got to go sleep le. Good Night to All!!

Day 90

Good Morning. Another Tuesday that need to work and earn money again. Another few more days will be Singapore 43th birthday. Mostly will be meeting gene's friends Jeslin and her boyfriend lion on Saturday, we planning to go sentosa and musical fountain (ticket fee $13++). I have booked final theory trial on next week Thursday and Friday 9pm slot, was actually wanted to book on this week de but all the slot was fully booked (~.~). Gene just started his school yesterday. Seem like the holiday was over. Need to back to hard working day le. Jia you!!! Jia you everyone!!!

Day 87

Again just a Saturday morning that need to work half day. Yawns.... Gene just booked a pairs of ticket for tonight movie (The Mummy 3) at 9.50pm at The Cathay Cinema. Hear that the movie is not bad. Yesterday We just went visit doll at Marina Sq and passed her my gift for her which I bought from Bangkok. And we also went a wedding photo shooting shop (bridal zone), at first I just wanted gene to check for the price for a couple shoot but cause of they're friendly service and his sincere we decided to take a wedding photo shot. Haha... I was so happy but...... We just booking and order only.... we have deposit $100 first. We have to save another 1k++. Gene said he will try his best to take our wedding photo by next year his birthday. And I decided I will ask he to save $50 a month so that soon we can paid fully and take our wedding photo next year.

The Mummy 3: Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor

***Gene also proposal to me say will marry me and ROM at year 2011***

Day 86

Today again... nothing much to do in office, so I surf net and just Watched Harry Potter and the half blood prince movie trailer. Cant wait till November for the movie show in the theatre.

Later will be meeting gene. Hees... So happy, cause he very long never come fetch me from work le. Today is first day of 7th lunar month (Zhong yuan jie) dont go out till too late and Tomorrow is weekend le... Everyone must enjoy and rest well over the weekend k.

Day 85

郭靜 Claire Guo - 百分百

牽著手買的白色的T-shirt

像約定什 麼都要一起了

情人節唱歌跨年看煙火 都黏著

第一次為你慶生還記得

你微笑 把燭光 吹滅了

你許的願望讓我落淚了

每個祈禱都為我

喜歡 靠在你胸口

就像躺在棉花田那麼暖和

你的耳語彷彿風和雲朵帶我飄向 天空

你的愛 讓我想 作更多的夢因為有你

讓夢想都結成蘋果

喜歡 你握著我手

就像合吃棉花糖那麼快樂

你的呵護讓我像個孩子無拘無束 的瘋

真的愛 不用偽裝 不用強求

很輕鬆就會懂

愛的人看著我 想什麼

Due to keep listening to 933 fm station in office and I fall in LOVE with this song very much. It all written about my feeling for this relationship.

Day 84

Today actually nothing much to blog... But I want to post some of my feeling for today. This noon I have nothing to do in office so I surf net and read one of my friends his wife blog. And I saw my ex boyfriend and his girlfriend photo in her blog. Both of them still very loving now. Think they got together after we broke off not long. They should have been together about 5 years long le. My thought is why I cant have a very good and long relationship? Why I cant just be as happy as like he and his girlfriend after we broke up. I also wanted to let he see, let he know I also live happily with my boyfriend just like he do after we broke up. I also wish to find my Mr right and happy stay together just like he do. Each time I see his friendster I feel upset cause he finally found a girlfriend better than me and it make me feel sad cause I missed the chance. So I only have to move on and wish I wont missed any more chance to be a better good girlfriend if I found another good guy just like he. I really wish someone can take good care, love me, cherish me and accompany me whenever I needed. I really wish gene will be my right one and I wont miss any more chance this time.

This noon gene friend jes msn chat with me. She say time will pass fast so don't worry if me and gene just together only a few months. And we also plan that next trip we can go together 4 of us. I will be waiting and saving up for our next trip de.

Me and gene can be together forever de.

Days 82

24-07-08 to 27-7-08 Our Bangkok trip

IT a very fun and enjoyable trip with my dear gene(umi). My heart was still there at Bangkok... I keep looking at those photo picture when I taken from my Bangkok trip. I was hope that I can save more money so that I can plan another trip to enjoy and have some fun. Too bad I never get chance to meet gene friends Jeslin and her boyfriend. So the whole trip ended up just me and gene.

24/7 day 1

reached Singapore air port at 4.30pm. Checking in and have some breakfast before taking off.

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Take some picture and watch movie from psp while waiting for the flight. My first time at

budget terminal, small but very clean, got tv and nice. Went alot time of toliet before take off. Lol. The toliet also very THE CLEAN!! haha...

We taking off at 6.30am (Tiger airway)...

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Reached Bangkok at 9am Singapore time 8am Bangkok timing. Took a breakfast from the air port there. I order pan cake with chocolate and cream with hot milo drink and gene order curry chinken rice. After breakfast take our first cab to hotel... Very tried cause didn't sleep well last night... lol... too excited. Than rest awhile and head over dream world theme park. 4pm After played 3 hours take cab back to hotel, bath and went mbk (we ate kfc...lol.) for our first dinner at Bangkok, than went suan lam bazaar night market shopping.

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25/7 Day 2

Wake up at 8am, wash up and have our breakfast at our hotel. Our hotel Including Free buffet breakfast for 3 days for us... Yummy... very nice...

After breakfast we go Platinum fashion mall for shopping. We Shop till 3pm than take tu tu motor cab (Yeah!! My first time try tu tu in Thailand with gene) back hotel to rest.

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6pm we went china town shop and have dinner. We ate hot plate noodle with seafood , shark fin and bird nest.

Must try bird nest and shark fin if you got went to Bangkok the china town there.Very Cheap Cheap!!

26/7 Day 3

Wake up at 7am Breakfast at hotel than went to chatucha weekend market shopping. We have our lunch there (me order chicken & pork Thai style fried rice and gene ordered noodle with soup & 2 bottle of coke) very nice and tasty. 3Pm back hotel to bath (weather is very the hot!!) and rest again. 7pm have our dinner at mbk again then 9pm state tower sky bar for a drink. 12am Khao san road walk walk...

27/7 Day 4 Last day

Wake up in 8am, have our last buffet breakfast than went platinum fashion mall shop for one last time than went Siam paragon ocean world see. At Siam paragon ocean we took quite a few picture and try the bottom glass boat to see the fish and also watch the 4D 12Min's movie... It's interesting. After movie it time for our last dinner in Bangkok le, so we went mbk again for dinner and also ta bao mango with sticky rice to bring air port eat. 5.30pm reached air port than bye bye to Bangkok and welcome back sweet home Singapore.

Bangkok is very interesting and fun so if can, I would wish to go back Bangkok and enjoy, have fun again...